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Wow i havent written in you sincelike january or febuary when i was with john nd got dumpted by him nd was in the 8th grade.. its now july 19 nd im almost a freshmen. .wow..lol long time.. i really thought i wasnt going to ever write in you agian . .but i got really bored so i decided to write in you .. lol im such a weirdo. .well hmm.. what happend between the year well i had parties had fun was sad was an emo kid cutting her self than stopped all that drama nd wut not.. during the summer i went with val to her b.fs house most the time.. lost my virginity to valz b.fs brother chase .. he fucked me over.. hmm interestin aint it?.. actually its really sad cuz i still like the boy to this day.. nd its been a month i shuda got over him of wut he did.. but i still like him.. ugh.. that shure does suck.. nd i still wanna go to his house with val to see chase nd so she can see jimmy her b.f.. damn.. i dunno why i wunna go there so bad he doenst like me.. i doubt he cares how i feel.. eh.. that sucks also.. but i still tend to want to go over even if he lieks me or not which i doubt nd know he doesnt like me.. oh well i like him nothen i can do bout it till i find sum1 else.. im just a lil confused nd wut not.. but im hopen to get over that stage.. hehe i'll be 16 in 3 fucken months !!! how exciting is that !!! really exciting for me newyasz.. haha i cant fucken wait!!!. .actually i cant wait till im 17 but i got a year lol.. oh well hehe i still cant wait till im 16!!! oh boy oh boy =).. well ima go i'll write in you maybe later.. or whenever i want .. or maybe next year haha lol <333 Later *
Always Ashley x33**